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Sunday, April 13, 2014, @ 6:00 PM
#630; Fickle Minded.
Hello.
It's been awhile since my last post and just have the sudden urge to blog so here I am! This blog seems quite dead and I bet my readers already gave up coming here to see this page not updated again. So I am probably talking to myself. It's okay, I just need a space to just type out my thoughts. :)
Anyway, lately I came to realised that when I am in a situation where I need to make a decision, I tend to not wanna think about it till the very last min.
Here is an example: So last thurs I was sick so i didnt went for work. I went to consult the doctor and got 2 days MC. Weeeee, long weekend for me! Okay that wasnt the point. Then as i was resting at home, I got a call saying I have an interview on coming mon. Now here is the part where i need to make decision comes in - should i not go to work on fri since i have two days MC, and apply leave on the mon to go for interview? OR should i go to work on fri and tell the company that i need to take leave on the mon? OR should i go to work on fri and take no pay leave for the mon?
I guess the reason being I cannot make up my mind from the many options. Probably if someone's in my shoes, he/she will reckon the solution is super straightforward like he/she will be thinking "why are you thinking so much?"
See, I have so many options is because apparently I am entitled to just ONE MC and ONE leave. Initially i wanted to use my leave on the following mon after the good fri public holiday so that i have a longer weekend. But now with this interview, plan need to change.
So was having dinner with my boyfriend that day, and when we met up he was asking me so whats my decision? My reply was "later then think la~" Then when he sent me home he popped the same question again and when my reply the same as my first, he went "still havent think?? u only have like 1.5hrs left leh to decide"
I probably didnt put across what i wanna say properly. But my point is that, it is not that i make my decisions last min, it is just that i cant really make up my mind and be affirmed with my stand. I tend to have so many options to choose for that particular decision to make, one moment i will stick to this and the other moment stick to that. Luckily i have people (my dad and boyfriend) to talk to, listening to them and hearing their opinions will somehow just make me look at things differently and somethings just allows me to be certain with the decision that i subconsciously had made. :)
P.S: Probably gonna be back to blog more often? Just kinda like typing out my thoughts makes me feel somewhat relief. So, till then!
xoxo
my bottled up thoughts ♥
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@ 6:00 PM
Tuesday, December 31, 2013, @ 6:48 PM
#629: Yet Another New Year.
My title has no creativity, sighhhhh.
Anyway happy new year eve people!
Just few more hours for goodbye 2013 and hello 2014.
2013 honestly passed really very quickly.
Can't believe tomorrow will be 2014, a year had passed.
2013 seems to be a pretty good one for me,
I have (unofficially) graduated from university,
Went overseas for 4 times this year,
And lastly I am attached *shys*.
I hope next year will still be a good one, not only for me but for everyone too.
My priority will be to be able to find a full time job asap, feels that I have slacked enough time to really start my job seek.
Next of will be to be determined to lose weight, especially that flabby tummy. ><
Lastly will be to still keep in contact with my friends as well as to be a better girlfriend.
Alrighty, gonna get prepared and head out for countdown with the boyf and friends.
Have a blast eve and wish all have a good 2014 too *winks*.
Till then,
xoxo
my bottled up thoughts ♥
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@ 6:48 PM
Thursday, December 5, 2013, @ 5:54 PM
#628.
So last Thursday was the semester results. I can proudly said that I am done with my university life! Initially was super scared that I may have to retake one (or worst more) module(s), but luckily I passed SM module! When I said passed is really just pass, I got 51/100. *phew*
Now that I am done with school, new chapter is awaiting for me. Am I ready? Truth is, I don't know where I'm going with my life. I'm just taking it day by day... I miss studying already, but I still will never like the stress I will feel whenever exams round the corner. The contradiction, lol. I miss studying is because mostly things are preset, like you need to study these certain modules before able to be awarded with certificates. I guess I miss studying is just cos I really yet to think about my future, just trying to run away from this important life decision.
I guess I can't avoid it forever, shall spent this period of time to slowly think. While thinking, I shall also enjoy the holiday hehehe christmas!!! :)
Till then,
xoxo
my bottled up thoughts ♥
@ 5:54 PM
@ 5:54 PM
Friday, October 25, 2013, @ 10:34 AM
#627.
Dear blog,
I am tired, tired of studying.
Seriously can't wait for exams to be over.
Just 11 more days, I can endure this.
Need to focus and get my priorities right,
Need to stop procrastinating,
Need to stop making to-do list for after exams.
Last lap for my studies,
I must do it right.
Come on, hwaiting!
Till then,
xoxo
my bottled up thoughts ♥
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@ 10:34 AM
Sunday, September 1, 2013, @ 2:01 PM
#626.
"Why are you so quiet?"
Been asked umpteen times in this week?
Why can't people accept it that I am just quiet and nothing else?
my bottled up thoughts ♥
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@ 2:01 PM